Anatomy of an Exit – Riptiva Roy

You are a master of low frequency hums,

those vibrations that foretell fracture

long before the glass shatters.

I don’t need to open my eyes to know that

one heel is already silvered by the porch light, 

tasting the gravel of the driveway 

while your shadow sits beside me.

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To know you is to breathe through a filter

expecting the particulate of ash 

in a room you swore was empty.

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I am a scholar of your sudden silences, 

reading the warnings etched into the drywall

where you leaned but never settled.

The ink is thick. Iron-dark. Still warm.

Drying into a map of 

everywhere you are about to go.

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You are a structural impossibility

a bridge that refuses to touch either bank. 

And I, the fool who tried to calibrate the wind, 

bending my own geometry into unturnable corners,

Splintering, to hold a frame

that couldn’t even carry itself.

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Contaminated. The filter has failed.

The air is thinning. 

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I will walk away 

from catching ghosts by their throats.